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Brain... ON/OFF switch

Sun Oct 25, 2009, 9:38 PM
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: crossing over - cult of luna
  • Reading: conspiracy books
  • Watching: nothing...tvs off
  • Playing: tetris
  • Eating: nothin atm
  • Drinking: sweet tea
jeez... its been a long time since ive been back here... looking back at all of my old artwork... i think im gonna delete a good portion of it... ive gotten sooo much better

things have changed drastically since i last updated, i dont live in the same state, im single, i am currently going to college (north VA comm college)

i feel out of place tho, with just about everything, nothing feels right. like a shirt that fits, its just the wrong cut.

ive cone to conclusion that i need to figure out ow to activate my brains ON/OFF switch, b/c i am getting way to overwhelmed...

whatever i guess, i will probably always feel like this, and maybe im okay with that...

on the bright side, i am going to egypt this coming xmas, so that is a perk,

fuck anxiety i dont need it, im too fucked up as it is...

also i have been drawing more

its kind of funny that ppl are returning back to DA, i took a looong hiatus from here, for the same reasons i will prolly leave again,

THIS PLACE HAS LACK OF TRU CRITIQUE.... if you are small like i am, good fucking luck getting crit man, thats all i want is for someone to tell me what i am doing wrong... but whatever, i guess i just do this to kill time.


conspiracy
oh well... i guess ill be back from time to time

peace

july....

Sat Jul 12, 2008, 10:16 AM
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: tool- 46 and 2
  • Reading: more of the same
  • Watching: nothing...tvs off
  • Playing: not much
  • Eating: banana
  • Drinking: green tea
well were way into july, my b days comin up... and i stilll kinda feel like shit

i suppose it goes along with growing up

damn...

well at least i have some stuff to look foward to

wow...happiness striles again

Mon May 5, 2008, 9:09 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: death cab for cutie
  • Reading: more of the same
  • Watching: nothing...tvs off
  • Playing: not much
  • Eating: squash
  • Drinking: grapefruit jews
its amazing, im actually in a fan-friggintastic mood....

damn

and school is almost closer to being done

yay

spring

Wed Apr 16, 2008, 6:16 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: zero 7-the wation line
  • Reading: the usual
  • Watching: nothing...tvs off
  • Playing: def jam fight for NY
  • Eating: pb&j
  • Drinking: water
yay its spring

schools almost over

im soooo close to freedom

shit, still not free tho

depressed....

Tue Mar 18, 2008, 10:08 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: closer to the sun- slightly stoopid
  • Reading: franz kafka
  • Watching: ...
  • Playing: bully
  • Eating: ...
  • Drinking: spit
wtf.... my cat died....

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